Ive never been able to classify themselves in the sense of potlitical I. If people cross my path, and I feel compassion for them, they are assisted in some way. I have never failed to give money, but always imagined yourself at a later stage in my life as a philanthropist, but helps ordinary people struggling with their lives.
I bring this to your attention because I'm curious, as we have seen those around us. Society makes us bitter about relations and peace, and we walk around muttering, "every man for himself". However, when a disaster happens, such as the tsunami in Japan, we open our wallets and shell out money to help them, because the story is so terribly sad.
When 911 happened, I went to a candlelight vigil. I started to cry when he asked me what I felt about the event. I said that I was touched by that peace seemed to come together to help us.
Strangers helped me sometimes. I went to the mind body spirit Expo, when I lived in Portland in 2006. Cherry divine said, but it was more like a show one evening. He was a very spiritual and was zeroing in on me personally, for reasons I don't understand. She said that a bunch of very powerful things inspiring about not sabotage yourself. I couldn't remember much, because I was embarrassed. I started crying and was humiliated when people got off at the end. No one looked at me, or make fun of me. One man handed me a Kleenex, then some women, with each speaker, came and hugged me and told me that I have something I don't need anymore, and the cry was good. I've never forgotten what it was.
In 2005, backing up a bit, I've lived in Utah, at the time. I'm not a Mormon, but figured out again and again how good they were. 4 July, I was sitting, watching cool Fireworks. It was so hot all day and suddenly I was very cold. My friend didn't have a jacket, and I sat there, curled. Man of the family came and blanket on my shoulders. I told him Thanks, almost crying in his sincerity.
He wasnt the first time, I was stunned how nice the Mormons were. My friend was in hospital that year earlier conditions rarely throat. She told the doctor she can't afford it and was very panicked. He only claimed her a couple hundred dollars, after a few days in the hospital, leading to five thousand dollars. You don't see this sort of thing every day.
Then on Christmas Day 2006, I used this forum and somehow felt inspired to share a story. I couldn't afford a Christmas tree at a time and feel depressed about it. I was determined to make it work, so I went into my beautiful Oregon yard and discovered the storm blew down the huge industry that looked like half of the tree. So I took it and lights all over her and was thrilled to death.
As I said, this story online, the man wrote to me and said he faux Christmas tree six feet, I want to do this? I said yes, and he sent out thousands of miles. Was the biggest tree I've ever seen, very high quality.
Even though it is not our responsibility to help others, we do it anyway, and they don't realize how much their help was remembered for all the ones that affect their lives.
Why am I telling you all this? Because terrible circumstances, and, at the end of my rope, I need some help from my colleagues and I reach people even if it's difficult and embarrassing, because I need help again, this time with a lot more.
If you visit my website, thousands of words and reading relationship history photographers, you'll see what I'm talking about.
Why don't you help me? Because they are sincere and simple. I have big plans that will give me a chance for the future, where I really feel I have nothing without help from others. I have always prided ourselves in the past, strong and not getting myself in bad conditions, but as the years passed, who began to exit the window. I started to find yourself making decisions that affect my whole life. I've never had a lot of good options available to me, and you could say I often was on the list had no luck in life. I believe in making my fortune, however, and want to get your life back.
What I did to help others?
Well, in 2006 I was in harmony with Reiki levels 1 and 2. what the heck is Reiki? its healing power, holistic along the same lines as acupuncture and other treatments. After I was suited, I started to feel pain and empathy more easily to humans. When oil spills occur, I immediately felt a desire to send Reiki at the situation. I have sent Reiki countless times for people do not know personally, to help their situations. It doesn't work the same for me, thats how the story always goes huh? I gave the best years of my life in order to help get close to people in order to "Save" them. I tried to save alcoholic, had befriended someone seriously ill and needed someone to talk to, and love them. I also cared for and helped a friend of mine who have suffered gender dysphoria quit her family.
I did so many animal Reiki, I can't even come up with a number at this time.
I long to do Reiki as a career, but can't get funding to do so. Deepened lliving, I live with my parents Baptists, they would never allow me to have a career and take care of me at the same time.
So if you have heart and want to help the poor soul that I am sad to say it to me, then please visit my site and make a donation. I want to give some money to the ASPCA, because they know what suffering is. I've tried more advertising in some other places, but so far no luck. Its only a few days, and I tried to reach as many people as I can. I choked myself thinking "please show me the universe, that their people out there willing to help and restore any doubts I have about humanity."
Thank you for reading. Here's a link to my site: http://picathousandwords.weebly.com
Freelance photographer and currently lives in North Carolina.
